So maybe my heart wasn't quite in it. I've tried over and over again to lay down all ot these things that are on my heart. I think God is definitely trying to teach me something though. That is apparent. Something else happened today that just made me feel awful. I know that I should be focusing on the positive....but how can I when it feels as though everything is falling down around me? I hear a little voice in my head saying, "hold on to Christ." That is the obvious answer, but it seems easier said than done sometimes.
Tomorrow is going to be a busy day or at least I'm expecting for it to be that way. Tom's aunt and uncle are graciously buying our vehicle from us so I will be making sure that things can be finalized on that front. I'm also waiting to hear news about the status of our visas and still hoping they'll be here by Wednesday or Thursday of this week. Then there's picking up a few odds and ends just to get ready to move this weekend.
I find myself dealing with so many emotions about this weekend. I'm excited, scared, nervous....and the list goes on. I've never been to another country. I'm scared shitless! It helps that Tom has been there for a few weeks so he's been getting things ready for us. I am so excited to see my husband and experience this new adventure together. We are ready to grow closer to one another and to become more dependent on each other instead of our families. I admit that I'm really close to my family.
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