07 January 2009

Feeling lonely once more...

It was sort of strange leaving the airport without Tom today...I had hoped and prayed for so long that we'd be able to go with him, but God must have a much better plan or this wouldn't have happened the way it did. Passports still were not in the mail today, but I'll check again tomorrow. It's been really tough to keep my eyes up and to focus on the positive instead basking in my own sadness. I really could be angry right now, however I choose to say that I am happy. I choose to be optimistic and know that soon I will be with my husband once more and that we will be a family again.

2 comments:

CasiLynn said...

In due time sweetie!!! I can't imagine how hard it is for you to be on this roller coaster. I know how sad I was to not even be able to say good-bye in person but the magnitude for you is much greater....once it's all said and done you'll be able to share lessons learned and blessing that were once disguised!!! Praying for all of you!! Love you lots!!

katieslivingforgod said...

God does have an awesome plan, and you guys will look back on this time yet again and see how He was working! You are so right in CHOOSING to be optimistic and to say you are happy. It's so easy to slip into defeat, and that's exactly where Satan would want you to go. My prayers for all of you that the passports come, the visa go through quickly, and you will be reunited once more!